I am finding myself in another fight. A war I have fought for a long time, but refused to thnk of the enemy as a real enemy. It feels like I’ve been running as fast as can but I only swing a few punches when I’m cornered, when I am caught, when I am forced to defend long enough to run again, to escape again. But noone can win a battle using this technique. The enemy, the foe must be recognized, analyzed. The lines of defense must be clearly drawn and a firm stance must be taken. The enemy has to be faced head on, man to man, fist to fist and gun to gun. Am I strong enough?? Will I surrender. Must I lose or can I win. Pray for me…. I need all the help I can get.